鬥獸棋

如果將來我有幸生兒育女的話
我必定從小培訓他們玩鬥獸棋
要不然他們長大成人後
便適應不了那大行其道的現實版"職場鬥獸棋"

What makes me smile?

The brightness of nature when Iam hiking. The colours are so vibrant they just make me feel warm inside. I feel iam part of this world.

The Q face impression of my 3 doggies.

Social Serivce. Feeling like i can help things get better. I feel alive again.

Hanging out, hugs and affection from those i love, my friends and my family.

Having the time, guts and money to go shopping.

Holding hand with the one i love.

A great meal. Yummy! No matter cook or eat.

The Reason I Write

I’ve been writing since I broke up with Miss T – writing to exorcise my own personal demons (whether they be in the form of life struggles, deep rooted trauma or just the everyday stuff that gets everyone’s goat). I’m a sensitive soul and somehow I think a little bit too much. Writing became an instinctive way for me to release a lot of negativity and confusion enabling me to carry on with life as (almost) normal.

Opening up to every friends was difficult. I kinda slid into the role of the listener and the one who cares. When I care too much about the people/stuff around me it is difficult not to fear burdening them with my own emotion.

I start to write. When I write I have found that words poured out from my heart along with my memories. I just wrote them down in my pocket pc.

Not all of my writing are negative though. A few do have a positive slant on them. ( I guess only me that sees it. :P).

I love each of them. They are testament to different parts of my life - both positive and negative.

Writing these (it has reminded me that there are sweet, sour, bitterness and spicy in life - I forget sometimes) are my "photo album" and receipe of life.......

CC

討人喜歡

團友說我很rude, R.U.D.E!
我想不是吧!只是我有時候愛沉默,是我不合你們滿意。
我是這樣的,幹嘛我要每時每刻都精滿神足的展露笑容?
刻意佯裝,我做不來。
團友B,你跟我說旅行應該放輕鬆,要relax!
我說大家只是來旅行,要求的,是放下平日工作上的假面具,好好的做回自己。
朋友,其實我常常在笑,在我舒適的環境下。

日本

跟兩位友人去日本關西走了幾天,頓然發覺我是如此的難以相處。

社會企業 Social Enterprise

不是純綷的營商組織，亦不是一般的社會服務，「社會企業」透過企業策略及商業運作，達至社會目標。 「社會企業」的收益主要用於促進社區、弱勢社群及社會企業本身的發展及投資，它們重視社會價值而非最大的經濟利益。社會企業必須達到兩個目標：社會責任（social impact)和盈利（financial returns），缺一不可。They are very clear on profit making and profit maximizing.
I think that is what we call "Win! Win!"

勵志曲

還記得,沒多久前我跟吾姐說過勵志曲俗不可耐。不值一晒。
到了臨崖懸望,思緒迷失的時候,再聽一回,忽地就感動得淚如湧泉。
怎麼每首歌每句詞都在鼓勵著我?怎麼都能觸動人心?
當時我還常取笑吾姐,軟弱迷失,
那時,只是年少的我還未察覺到自己的年少無知。

有時想找的沒尋回,卻覓來一堆又一堆的舊記憶

濛

三月,霧春
友人因氣管問題,不喜歡這段日子
我郤蠻喜歡這種雨濛濛的天氣
不見了藍天白雲,偶而一段日光折射
讓我再次看見我那孤單的身影。

偶然

偶然間找到了一片光碟
那是你的照片
忽然間淚灑了二行
原來
我還是在痛

I hope not

I feel alone. I know I’m not – my friends are waiting for my call, my parents sleeping next to my room – but I still feel it. I’ve been up all night, my head searching for answers long after I decided to changel the way i sleep and try for restful sleep. I’m still waiting for it to give up and get the idea that there really aren’t any. No answers, I mean. No sense. I can’t work it out. It’s a bit like those TV games (when it comes into some random conversation) but still continues to evade your best efforts. The harder you try to force the thought the further it slips out of reach. Near enough to taunt you and stick out its tongue in a childish fashion, but far enough to slip from your mind’s grasp ensuring you never get to giving it a trusty butt-kick for being so rude. It’s always the way that the naughty games will return to you, perhaps at work when you least expect it. It’s always the way. Will the answers I am searching for be the same?
I hope not.

L小姐

因為共同的特質,所以思想才會如此的相近。
你更曾說我很像從前的你。

還記得嗎? 我們都是那種看甚麼都不順眼,自以為是的人。
我們曾經徹底地崩潰過,都曾放聲痛哭過。
我們臉上都是一把鼻涕兩行眼淚的走過那3個月的。

我們都是怪人,都了某個關口。甚麼也不說,便把自己與外間隔絕。
我們都是經歷過一些起跌才得已有這麼好的段段關係,
那並不是吃頓飯,聊聊天就能建立起來的關係。

就是這種經歷,我們才得已稍稍地長大。
才會明白,我們的人生不再孤立無援,不再只有我們自己。

豬年快樂

願人人在姻緣、人際關係或朋友……等等創造高峰。豬年快樂!

圓

那裏算是開始,那裏才是完結?

......

.....一切也孌得清晰起來.....

回

夜漸長，日漸短!

與姐在線上閒聊，提到昨天,
之後.....
說 :
of course, u just scare the people who is soft and too much love.
or very very tought which can see thought your mind.....


...eemm....am i?

不穩

情緒不穩，我又怎會不自知。
姐, 你向來是個最明白我的人，
你說的，我全懂，
你即將說下去的,
老實說, 我也懶理。

沉

我也不太清楚為什麼
只知道今天的心情不大好
還是老樣子
隨了老姐依舊發現外
現在還多了一位異姓朋友
還是要謝謝你兩位的關心

衣櫃裏的頸巾

打開衣櫃
才霎時發現
所有的頸巾都是來自T小姐的
她
還在有意無意間佔據著我的生活